Clouds, Sun and Moon in Autumn
Clouds
I like that today the clouds in the sky are blue and white. I like that they’re quiet. I like that the blue in the sky is pale. There is an occasional bird song. The trees below the skies are filled with green leaves for this spring day. I often make reference to sunny days in May. I will say things like, “life can’t always be a sunny day in May.” At this moment in my life it is actually a sunny day in May. My emotions come and go and I get to come back to what is present in this moment.
What is present is that I am breathing. Our clouds. Our pale blue skies on our planet against the dark night of space.
January 23, 2025
I am affected by the Los Angeles fires and it got to a point where I could not watch the news. I recalled how during the Paradise fires, that here in the Bay Area, one day I woke up to an orange sun and sky.
I also know that there is nothing outside of the universal mind. It doesn’t take a day of from knowing everything , and how everything will turn out to be some kind of evolution of its creation’s understanding of its true nature. I don’t think that it says, this event is good, or this event is bad. It’s just a day in the journey to a preordained state. I decided to try to come out of my fear of an apocalypse portray it as if the universal spirit has got this.
Kilimanjaro
Summer 2011 and Summer 2024
I started painting again this summer. I go to a recovery center where I consider my recovery to be recovery from the early experiences with my family of origin. I created these pictures at the center.
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