I applied for a grant from an organization whose members needed to have lives with meaning and fulfillingness while they (I can only image) held charity balls.
Continue reading “The Man In The Mirror Wants to Feel Real Good”January 23, 2025
I am affected by the Los Angeles fires and it got to a point where I could not watch the news. I recalled how during the Paradise fires, that here in the Bay Area, one day I woke up to an orange sun and sky.
I also know that there is nothing outside of the universal mind. It doesn’t take a day of from knowing everything , and how everything will turn out to be some kind of evolution of its creation’s understanding of its true nature. I don’t think that it says, this event is good, or this event is bad. It’s just a day in the journey to a preordained state. I decided to try to come out of my fear of an apocalypse portray it as if the universal spirit has got this.
Kilimanjaro
Self Determination On My Birthday
Let’s not get it twisted. There is religion and there are spiritual laws. To me, religion is a socialized attempt for a culture to understand what spiritual laws are.
Continue reading “Self Determination On My Birthday”Summer 2011 and Summer 2024
I started painting again this summer. I go to a recovery center where I consider my recovery to be recovery from the early experiences with my family of origin. I created these pictures at the center.
Continue reading “Summer 2011 and Summer 2024”Coming Back
I found that when I was without a place, like you walk into a house or an apartment or a room, you say, “This is my place,” I compartmentalized everything into a pause button except staying safe and alive. I am gradually coming out of that place. I don’t quite remember how I found out that Kamala Harris was the Democratic Nominee for president.
This Love
I don’t know that I have experienced what Reverend Mitchell talks about toward the last third of his video, a taste of universal love. I have spent a lot of time in what I call survival mode, and I don’t have judgement about my being there, where I had compartmentalized everything else and honed in on doing ‘the next survival thing.’
Continue reading “This Love”Since I Had to Say Something
I’m a meta-physician. I believe that Jesus the Christ was very good at being a meta-physician. He wasn’t a Christian since there were no Christian churches. He was probably a more advanced spiritual being wearing a meat suit like us, and more closely aligned with the universal mind than us.
Continue reading “Since I Had to Say Something”Because of These Things
Gratitude falls down
into a valley
on a hoof-kicked stone.
My Gratitude Practice
I’m sharing a 21 day practice that was passed on to me.